我不会放弃！

算了！ 你别得意太早！！！！！！！！！！！你以为很了不起吗?

讨厌你到MAXXXXX!!!

樱桃小婉子~

多希望你在我身边~ 我想你了~~我有很多话想要跟你说， 可是我们几时才能见面呢? 我不知道。。。有时，我觉得很孤单，却没人可以知道我心里到底压力有多大。。。身边没有一个朋友， 没有一个我觉得可以彼此的说出内心的痛。。我忍了！ 忍了好久， 可能再也不许要旁人的安慰了。 也许有时后， 对我来说，朋友知道越多， 反越容易得到伤害， 伤害会越来越深。我重不依赖我身边的朋友。。我知道我的努力有时得到的结果真的让我很失望， 我知道。。。每次的考试我尽力了。。家人也看到我的努力。。。但是我总是让他们担心， 伤心。。。 其实，我很怕，很怕。。。。进入了大学，才知道考试这么可怕。 努力是真的要加一千一万倍， 不知道为何总觉得大学生活很不好过， 我很不喜欢。。。 我无法在段时间内做到最好， 每件事都是在和汽车赛跑一样，完全无法睡得好。。熬夜， 更本只会让我崩溃。。。。我真的很讨厌大学生活。。。Assignment, 不会做还是要一个人完成！ 没人可以帮我。。。真讨厌那些有人帮，多多senior sample也不让人知道。。就算好朋友也会是有自私的时候。。我就是很讨厌啊！！！！！！！！！ 读书！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！你真的让我失去了信心！！！大学， 我讨厌你！

樱桃小婉子
所以， 我爱上了，
、因为。。。你是那么天真无邪， 没烦恼的小婉子。。。

Emptyness !

just feeling too down this week. Even in my mind, i always think about negative things..so what! i fail! so what! yet, i know sometime i try hard in my life it still turn up to be bad...i'm already too tired for those freaking bad things happen in my life.. it's hurt instead. i wouldn't find any way to recover my feeling right now..time flies just hope only it will give me a space to settle down all those bad bad things happened and turn out to be a good thing.

Sometimes, leaving apart from the love one..;( let someone go is incredibly hard. Love will always hurt between both people...Not ur fault and not my fault.I not strong enough...cry only i know! i'm weak enough in ur eyes! Not every girls will be strong enough in front of the ppl they love.k? They show how they love the one that really love..Do u know?

Everything has changed.......

心沉重了~~

有时。。。

人有起有落。。。

最近的我很累。。。很疲惫。。

想逃避远远的。。。。。

这种感觉我很讨厌！

有时。。

我感觉人是多变的。。。

人可以很刻意伪装，，

人可以很自私，

人可以得到利益时，

就开始冷落了旁人的感受。。

然而，

经过这次打击之后。。

此刻的心。。。


此刻的心。。。

要、更

strong!!! strong!!! strong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

心累了。。休息~

There are so many things happened throughout this semester..i feel like...haih!!!!
why"???? maybe i give too much stress to myself and unable to do things nicely? I hate this kind of life...really really hate orh..=( Sometime..somehow..i feel like i want to quit..i dont want to face this kind of situation,i dont want to study..i dont want to do any assignment and exam..i want to throw all the things into the big big dustbin=( as well as throwing myself into the lake~ =)

HAHA,dont nervous! dont scare!!!it just my momentary depression..actually,i just want to burnt my feeling now..now feeling better=)=)=)

Life must go on..dont quit!dont quit! dont quit! Although it is just a mid term test....=(=( I will deserve the best again!!!!

After this 2 week..no more assignment and presentation...no more!! i will fly as high as i can...HOLD ON!! haven start my final exam..swt orh..Dont release stress first...

This thursday accounting presentation, next week eco and ecs presentation again!! commerce mathematics worksheet test again..feeling like wanna throw me to hell orh=( cant even breath at all~DAMN..SHIT!!!

DON WORRY..EVERYTHING WILL BE GOING WELL..ADD OIL!ADD OIL YA~~ WAN THING u CAN!!!!!!!

Partying mood

HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY!

01.01.2011

NICE DAY!

Yesterday having fun with my friends..playing piano and violin in my friend's house..Then play BIG 2.5..hahaha...Quite crazy eh...

After tat, going to Pizza Hut to celebrate last day of 2010. Dinner last night was fun, have a wacky time..

Then, going to waterfront..WALK WALK..xD

Finally, went to nearby Everly Hotel..Meet dao our old friend..LOLX

with nice scenery environment..therefore, we got overly excited and started snapping photos non stop...

Today,

partying mood.

Will be having a bbq in my house...

Busy this whole morning~~

preparing many scrumptious food

So called "Relative Day"

HAHAHAHA..xDXxD

Excited Excited